is followed by a new one my Gedankendiarrhoe! [Plus: My manga shelves]
Um, yes. As you might now (correctly) suggests this will be another post where I throw together all the time ready for me personally, makes disturbing, annoying, and I remember everything.
who read the will can not of course leave, 3
Before begin with my garbage, I have to get rid of course, that I finally have my long-lost manga shelves (which only my pets are kept almost the crème de la crème) finally got into our apartment.
And since I like to spoil my stalker, I take a photo like this * click * and show it to you. N At least part of it.
Look For the full, simply click on it, believe me ° _ °
These are the top 2 rows, it follows another one, but it is SO messy, because I thought I would see only the Demonstrable page ^ ^ '
It says much of n bit (except GTO, which is entirely in the form), because I read everything getting somewhere and I later bought the first volumes have ... Nana is about to complete, 1-8 band is for luck around at my Manga Dealer: D
Um, yes, that's the "Hooray, finally got something!" - list, otherwise goes in my head just garbage.
I'm excited, quickly offended, feeling technically just absolutely unpredictable and completely dissatisfied.
years, it is up to me to change something, I'm with. But simply addressing the dissatisfaction creates unfortunately not automatically satisfaction (as far as clear?).
I have determined lot, dream of so many people. An apartment with a great husband (the roommate out, we cling), a wonderful marriage with husband previously mentioned, I have super great friends (a nod to Sista, Nast, and of course my StöffStöff Lui \u0026lt;3), a wonderful family (and there is an equally wonderful added), so I'm at school of challenge that I really need to do much (I should go back more often but I -.-), have certain talents and many passions and interests, a car in front of the door, food in the fridge ... WHAT THE HELL I WANT FOR YET ?
Too much.
It sounds absurd or not, but all I is not enough. I would be lying if I said I would, I lacked n Job, ne vocation. I could
cope well with it being a housewife and mother, my husband make the day after work comfortably and read it all the desires of the eyes.
What I want to but a living? After graduation?
Really?
I do not know.
I would have preferred a creative work that would come along well in an office. Moment, creative work? Do I really? Perhaps you prefer a monotonous job where I can not too far wrong. Huh, that would be me, but after years determined to be boring.
Will I achieve something, or do I just move?
sparkling wine or soda?
heads or tails?
I KNOW YOU JUST DO NOT!
For just because I already own so many great ... I have no idea what I want out of life yet.
I want to be on everyone's lips, but remain a secret.
I want the people to tear me, but I should just leave her alone ...
wish I most probably me that I could even tell me what I really want.
With these thoughts I leave you now left alone, for I must to bed. At least a small load is written from the soul and I would be grateful to you if it the easy hinnehmt:)
If you want to add his two cents, the course may still make love to you!
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
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Doujinshis Naruto Futanari
22.Januar.2o11
hall today ~ but somehow not fully loss: o
probably was not my idea: $
Well, look what the night brings ♥
treasure meet again Undso: *
Yesterday after couple of years back with Jasmine D. SchülerVZ Found: 3
love you, sweet ♥
Current Favorite Song: Prinz Pi-You are ~ a damn wonderful song: $
fully to Facebook nothing going on: o play
Nothing but City Ville: D
Oh & yesterday, labor not written ~ full of fear that the work is bad: s look
naja times:)
school monday again $ -.- 'But on the 13.O2 ♥
Duisburg-Königsborn pleased with the entire school ♥ lalalala c:
first time back in the blog written so far: $
if I have overwhelmed you, sorry: *
has ModeNatie love you ♥: ')
Black Elastic Headbands Soccer
would you rather the beach or the mountains to go on holiday?
beach .. very clear
Friday, January 21, 2011
Shelter Gay En Streaming
21.Januar.2o11
damned fuck tag : '(
full at the end: @ what I'm doing everything wrong
best friend lost probably forever ..
but whatever.' but I'm back, and it does not matter how it goes I
her gebtn! 'fuck my feelings: @
I am to you anyway ... I remember: $
just does it so damn hurt at the moment: s
but the main thing you since happy ♥
do not worry .. I manage it alone ... somehow.
'Prinz Pi-You are! "
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Thursday, January 20, 2011
Sew In Hairstyles Bangs
2o.Januar.2o11
today with all the best and daft was so good * _ * sau found
Saskia: 3
actually it is indeed, not so ugly: o
wonderful day: $ $
I love you so incredibly doll ♥
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
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19.Januar.2o11
Baaald perhaps Prinz Pi concert.
Saturday: O xD angst written
Today fuckin 'German work; o fully bad eh.
and after a long time again reported etc: s jaaaaa: D
Nico's and Jamie's noses, fortunately, still living: $
sorry again Jamie: o ♥
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Alittle Pain In The Belly Button
18.Januar.2o11
Today Fuckin 'Textile written test: D
full of shit eh:' O
but otherwise was really really good: 3
after school talking to treasure: s
because due ignore Undso ;
but so far everything again okei: $
sport was always geeilste: Leon D, the jump in front of me and makes movements i.welche Spacko: D
laughing fit: D
10:8 or sport thus obtained in I love this game xD (only non-white as it's called)
I know image is too bright: s
; love with a damn wonderful young & very very happy with it * _ *: *
O9.O1.2O11 ♥
O9.O1.2O11 ♥
Thursday will shoot meeeegast ♥
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Diane 35 Or Juliet 35
16.Januar.2o11
The on the topic; wonderful weekend, and on posterior: D
I was non-Hall, maaaaan: ss
But! Donna Reed years had b.day * __ * -14 to you become schaatz: broadcast *
now Prosieben;;
Harry Potter
even hair color with natural
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Cheapest Price For Vezon And Kardas
15.Januar.2O11
now fully chilled, treasure here: $
at 21:27 somehow tired again: D
Borat etc etc look (Y)
fully on Thursday and with all the best ' mannsweib '; forward D ♥ ♥
Friday, January 14, 2011
How To Register A Husky
14.Januar.2o11
Today, four hours of schooling had;
made then back home & nothing more o :
before then bathed in short, because for 3-ill: s
before then bathed in short, because for 3-ill: s
Morning hall not, but this weekend Schatz: **
I love you so stark: $
o9.o1.2o11 ♥ c:
you are to me more important than anything else: 3
Not today EVD what pisses me somehow:)
Because Hannah & Benny, because I wanted to meet him xD
miiiist: s
Naia, 13.o2 nd with all school EVD *___*'
& 'Treasure is one probably. also - wonderful ♥
Next week Thursday is finally back with all the best aka.Datum 'steep erin city or so * _ *
lieblingsmaedchen I love you; 11.o1.2oo7 ♥
'Bushido, I let you go ! '
Thursday, January 13, 2011
What Is This Lump In My Bearded Dragons Throat?
13.Januar.2o11
Sorry, the last full only briefly or not at all been on $
and forget the full blog: O.
yesterday with Treasury was somehow okay: 3-Saturday & Sunday
♥ ♥ I love you so damn doll: $
best friend verdaaaammmt funny lately, well: D
(Kay One-Please remember me not) think of early c ':
next week then hopefully hall Undso o: ♥
thihi: 3
German Working: 3
math: 4
chemistry test: 4
English test: 3
Today also Bio written test: D
(Y)
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
How Much Should I Tan Before A Trip
Milena Velba On Pool Table
makes everything new ... uh January?
So, here I sign and again to speak.
for rest of month in the NEM blog I can not help but talk a little bit what was going on - or not.
before the holidays was with me at all what to do, for that I was just too sad and depressed. During the Christmas time it was in itself quite well. As usual tingelte my husband and I with my parents right away and then go after the giving of his. Some gifts
bagged and eaten well (all 1.2 hot dogs and 2 scoops pasta salad, yäy!).
I was all the fuss too much, so we did nothing in these two Christmas holidays. Really nothing. We had non-essential out and we snuggled together in our living room and spent the couple days until New Year approached. Our employment
New Year's Eve was as follows: Charlie & the Chocolate Factory look.
nothing around. For more
I would be back within the situation and soon they guy was fresh knee surgery in early December ... so we had no other choice but bum. To 1 clock at night we walked slowly into the bed and so began the new year then. Dreary and unspectacular.
What the time (or more precisely since about NEM month) is more exciting, my sleep cycle. I have apparently not.
If I'm tired, I lie down and I'm suddenly awake. For I can sleep all day long, but just then non when you sleep 'should'.
My husband thinks I should constantly see the doctor, but I do not want it ... I still have the feeling that it levels off again, somehow.
we come to beautiful things, before New Year I have chosen a new lens for my old man was the vision already so 'out' that a new hermusste. (2 glasses would have cost me as much as these new glasses °_°!)
And then I see the play at the same time myself,
You know probably non-even really looked like my old, right? Well, I can show even a "before" Image
What do you think? If I should stay with rimless? (Not that the impact would have now ... but I'm interested in, 3)
Forlorn Hope seems to have many "anonymous" reader, what makes me inwardly somersaults.
I am always flabbergasted when someone is excited about my written stuff: 3
Um, what's for? Yes, the school has started again and I rotate like a suckling pig on a spit.
The audit-related and the application must be submitted no later than Friday ° _ ° must therefore organize tomorrow a lot and now buy the best yet Printer * Cough *
'm curious whether my German teacher, I would pull up all the limbs individually D:
(. If that happens, I leave my husband write an obituary ^ ~)
On Saturday we go to Geburtstagsparteeeyyy nervous, because women today is Easy become old (their words not mine).
am happy because iwie on it already and I have my lower lip piercing back in the middle: 3 If I nothing around untenrum look like Angelina Jolie is also a photo inside: D
last thing to say: Did you miss me?
So, here I sign and again to speak.
for rest of month in the NEM blog I can not help but talk a little bit what was going on - or not.
before the holidays was with me at all what to do, for that I was just too sad and depressed. During the Christmas time it was in itself quite well. As usual tingelte my husband and I with my parents right away and then go after the giving of his. Some gifts
bagged and eaten well (all 1.2 hot dogs and 2 scoops pasta salad, yäy!).
I was all the fuss too much, so we did nothing in these two Christmas holidays. Really nothing. We had non-essential out and we snuggled together in our living room and spent the couple days until New Year approached. Our employment
New Year's Eve was as follows: Charlie & the Chocolate Factory look.
nothing around. For more
I would be back within the situation and soon they guy was fresh knee surgery in early December ... so we had no other choice but bum. To 1 clock at night we walked slowly into the bed and so began the new year then. Dreary and unspectacular.
What the time (or more precisely since about NEM month) is more exciting, my sleep cycle. I have apparently not.
If I'm tired, I lie down and I'm suddenly awake. For I can sleep all day long, but just then non when you sleep 'should'.
My husband thinks I should constantly see the doctor, but I do not want it ... I still have the feeling that it levels off again, somehow.
we come to beautiful things, before New Year I have chosen a new lens for my old man was the vision already so 'out' that a new hermusste. (2 glasses would have cost me as much as these new glasses °_°!)
And then I see the play at the same time myself,
You know probably non-even really looked like my old, right? Well, I can show even a "before" Image
What do you think? If I should stay with rimless? (Not that the impact would have now ... but I'm interested in, 3)
Forlorn Hope seems to have many "anonymous" reader, what makes me inwardly somersaults.
I am always flabbergasted when someone is excited about my written stuff: 3
Um, what's for? Yes, the school has started again and I rotate like a suckling pig on a spit.
The audit-related and the application must be submitted no later than Friday ° _ ° must therefore organize tomorrow a lot and now buy the best yet Printer * Cough *
'm curious whether my German teacher, I would pull up all the limbs individually D:
(. If that happens, I leave my husband write an obituary ^ ~)
On Saturday we go to Geburtstagsparteeeyyy nervous, because women today is Easy become old (their words not mine).
am happy because iwie on it already and I have my lower lip piercing back in the middle: 3 If I nothing around untenrum look like Angelina Jolie is also a photo inside: D
last thing to say: Did you miss me?
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
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love
could somehow did not sleep last night
night I meditate with native Earth and Father Sky. the ruby-red energy of mother earth is full of love so overwhelming and that I burst into tears. slowly warming the red spreads force in me, deeper and deeper penetrating areas, new tear-inducing, until the bright golden sun shining soothing effect on my cell and places in my emotions, calm circulatory ... all night ... full of love.
somehow I have my day then, almost without sleep survived quite well.
but now I'm really done ... for today.
could somehow did not sleep last night
night I meditate with native Earth and Father Sky. the ruby-red energy of mother earth is full of love so overwhelming and that I burst into tears. slowly warming the red spreads force in me, deeper and deeper penetrating areas, new tear-inducing, until the bright golden sun shining soothing effect on my cell and places in my emotions, calm circulatory ... all night ... full of love.
somehow I have my day then, almost without sleep survived quite well.
but now I'm really done ... for today.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Can Sperm Go Through Cervix When Not Fertile Zone
1o . Januar.2o11
added 3
forget the my belated Christmas present, 3
Then is present the best godmother here:
The ! last days not geblogt shit sorri bit
last days Undso: $
To be 18 hours at home, No more Hall, no longer clean up EVD
Undso After then, as it pisses me, by God anyway.
school again c: packed today: D
was good $ $:
Hannyi & Benny / / Marvin & Natie
Datums'teiler, **
o9.o1.2o11
stood at eleven, then eaten lunch, off to CentrO
12mm Dehnschnecke taken (Y) Then is present the best godmother here:
Friday, January 7, 2011
Does Wedding Program Look Likle
o7.Dezember.2o1o
Today very good day : 'D
care, I still love her ♥
Hauta' pure * ♥
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Mouse Will Not Move On Toshiba
o6.Dezember.2o1o
Today Wicked Woods was all okei;
Julia: D;; half the neck pain: @ @ @
sleep in the same first schöön: $
Maaanuel du depp, **
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Where Does Lauren London Get Her Weave
o5.Dezember.2o1o
Today slept almost all day, nothing happened eh!
The whole time from Subway dreamed o__O
bit of tidy rooms and joa: D
somehow to 21:43 clock back müüde: d stupid;
well, maybe tomorrow wicked woods Undso ..
broadcast because of so up early xD
lalalalalala;
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Katesplayground Candid
o4.Dezember.2o1o
DEA won 5-1 NEV c:
was again mobbed by Lars gaanz awfully nice xD
ai ♥ joa
aaalright day;
Ke $ ha-Blind: $ ...
Monday, January 3, 2011
How To Get Prom Dress Catalogs In Mail
3.Dezember.2o1o
Today can warn 'very good day ♥
morning with Lars DEA ♥
Joa more you say no to the first day well rested, eat could be spaaaren;; D
then later with Nico out: D
♥ ♥ ♥
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Watch Brent Corrigan's Heat Free
2.Dezember.2o1o
Today at 12 out , then 13-17 kids running time clock * * fully disabled.
fully meeega Sun:-o is not better: D. But soon
♥ Saturday again.
to * * then halle 18:30 EVD-Lippe Hockey Hamm: D
won 6-2 (Y)
with the wonderful Lars, been there ♥
actually very good day, just pain ass because tobi: @ haha .
*_________*
Die Toten Hosen Here comes Alex ♥
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